i'm so jealous

yesterday was an unusually warm march day. highs in the mid 70's. it was simply beautiful. and where was i? in a cubical.

all day - in a cubical. watching my monitor. while the world enjoyed lovely weather.

on my way home from work, i noticed all these people in forest park. roller blading. dog walking. bike riding. i bet the golf courses were packed too.

who are these people? why weren't they at work?? why weren't they trapped in a cubical with a computer and piles of paper? what do they do for a living and why can't i have their job? what made them so special that they could enjoy the afternoon?? it's just not fair.

maybe i wanna go for a run in the park. okay - maybe i don't. we all know i don't like to sweat. but still. what if i did want to go for a lovely afternoon stroll with rolen. okay - so it wouldn't be lovely either - rolen would pull me over in a heartbeat. but that's not the point either.

i wanna live the good life. i wanna be able to take off and go play golf cause it's super nice out and not have to worry about how it's hurting my "career." i know. if i played golf.

i've said it before. i'm sure i'll say it again.

being a wife and mom and playing house and all has been fun. but i really don't wanna play anymore unless i can be independently wealthy too....